My Long Lost Blog

Hello! Oh my God it's been a long time since I've been here. I never thought that I would open this blog again. But yeah, in the light of the recent events, I think I should have my say, even though nobody is reading. Since this is the first time I'm writing in the past, what, seven months? I think I would update on whatever my thought has been swirling around.

Firstly, these past few months, I'm happily married (eceh married pulak, kapel je..) to my Sayang. He3 there has been up and downs but I have to say that the ups overcame the downs and trust me, it has been quite heavenly. ;) he3 Being in a relationship this far again has taught me that nothing can be taken without consequences, and things will never go the way you like. Follow the flow, and you'll never drown.

Secondly, I have to say that I noticed that there has been a lot of deaths recently. I know that everyday lots of people die, but recently the deaths are coming nearer and nearer. Many of the people I know are now on their way to the other world. Probably this is because of my age, not to say that I'm old but I do know a lot of people now. And those people are, you know, old. That might explains the fact that maybe a small portion of my acquiantance are now dead.

Next, Malaysia is now going through a very interesting chapter. Everyone is now blaming the other party for whatever mishaps that happen. That is not fair. Try to look at the situation, analyse, and then start blaming. Ini tak, belum2 mahu bakar buku lah, pelan 100 hari lah. Pelik2 saje.. Oh ya, Datuk Idris keluar TV haritu. My roomate at Mekah tu. he3 tumpang glamour kejap.

Oh ya, lastly and I never wanted to talk about it actually, is that right now I'm struggling to find a company to analyse for my VIVA. I'm so busy sometimes that I have to cancel my date with my girl.. Hu3 I'm so sory Sayang.. ;) You want me to make you proud right..?

Well, that's it for now.. I think I still have the interest in writing, but flare dah takde la.. hu3 Bosan je. MUET dapat 4 je pulak tu! haih.. Till then.

At last saya update kan Sayang? he3 ;p

Away They Went

I haven't been writing for God knows how long. I have come to a dead end on this writing thing, because I really have run out of ideas on what to write. Seriously, and even if I have anything to write, it would be of something that is so short, and mushy. He3 something that you would wanna find in a Tumblr blog.

But today I found out that Toh Puan Norashikin Mohd Seth, widow of the late Tun Dr Ismail, died of old age, a day after the passing of Tun Omar Ong Yoke Lin. I realised that recently, many iconic figure had passed away. I do admit that many of them are way passed their time, but still, it's like when you let a few drops of water through a crack, it would turn into a stream.

Therefore, I would like to offer my condolence to those who recently lost their loved ones. Especially to Mr Izuan. May God bless their soul.

Random Entry On My Life

Hello. It seems that I have lost my mojo to express my feelings, what more to write here in this God forsaken blog. But when I have one, I believe it's best to just use it and say out whatever I feel, be it good or not. Okay, once in while, aku nak jugak meluahkan perasaan dalam bahasa ibunda. Ataupun bahasa bonda? Bahasa emak boleh kah? Ibu punya bahasa pun jadi kan? Ape2 je lah. Korang faham, aku pun gembira..

Semenjak dua ni, macam2 dah jadi. Maksud aku, assignment tiba2 menimbun dan menggunung, test pulak berderet, appointment (ececeh perjumpaan sudeh..) bersama groupmate untuk siapkan group work pun asik terbatal dek sebab yang sorang accident, yang sorang lagi macam biskut meri, yang sorang (well this one I have no problem with) mahukan setiap particular details diperincikan, dan sorang lagi (teka siapa okay) berlagak macam ketua projek tapi sebenarnya evaluate dan approve je benda2 yang lagi satu tu propose. Hm, bukan tu mmg kerja ketua ke?

Oh yeah, not to mention yang aku jealous tengok ramai giler senior pergi PD lah, JB la, MBB (Melaka Bandaraya Bersejarah) la, Shah Alam la, just sebab buat trip yang aku tak rasa benefit gained from the trip pun except for having fun dan berseronok basking in the sun. Apa pasal kitorang part 4 macam bosan takde trip ke bandar besar sebegitu? Aku takde lah mintak mahu ke Paris ke, Ulaan Batar ke tapi Shah Alam dah okay kan.. Takpe2 pegi sendiri je nanti..

Not to mention the fact that aku mempunyai beberapa kawan yang aku tak berapa berkenan. I mean, nak menganjing tu, tak perlu lah bertubi2 yeah. Kita baru kenal. And for God sake aku lebih tua dari kau. The hell you should know yang aku sebenarnya memang tengah menjauhkan sikit diri dari anda. And to someone else if you know who you are, tak perlu desperate untuk cari kawan okay? Kalau muka je jambu tapi perangai tak semenggah, aku yang kesian pun jadi menyampah. Korang berdua ni, nak tackle kawan baik aku pun, kena la pandai susun langkah. Gelojoh dan boastful bukan sahaja uncool, malah childish okay?

Mintak maaf kalau ape yang aku tulis ni menyinggung perasaan sape2. Tapi kalau kat blog pun nak kena jaga hati orang, aku tak tau lah nak cakap macam mane. Nak confront kate kurang ajar and tidak melayu pulak kan (walaupun aku jawa) so aku letak kat blog je la.

Oh ya, aku happy ouh. Thanks ya awak. Awak memang tak pernah abis buat saya senyum lah. He3 sayang awak! Dah2, aku tak pedulik korang kate gedik ke hape.

Believing Is Seeing

Good day. I rarely update my blog is because seriously, I have nothing to say. To me, to write and to have people reading requires me to have knowledge, or maybe even just a pinch of knowledge on how to attract people with my writing, which skill I have not mastered yet. Just like the Khutbah Jumaat or the Sunday Mass or the whatever parade you have that has a speech in preaching in it, the preacher must not be stupid, nor ignorant.

I do believe that if you want to write something, you must believe in something. I don't believe in anything currently. I can't even trust myself, as what I say might be hypocrisy. But why am I writing now? Do I believe in something now? I don't think I do. But what I really know is that life has got a little okay right now, as I can grasp the very complicated meaning of it. Or do I?

Okay2, that's my craziness speaking just now. I had to say, recently I found out that the very basis of life is faith. What your life turn out to be is a reflection on what you believe. Are you really in this world doing good? Is there any significance of you in life, in the grand scheme of things? When we look at us, individually, we don't matter actually. Just like a tiny ant trying to bring back a piece of cake for the colony. Get me?

But when we believe that we are actually a part of a huge community, a larger society, we become unstoppable. We tried to do more, as we thought that if we don't start it, no one will. Suddenly we are the hero, or so we believe. Being oneself is one thing, but believing that we are one, is another. Just like Adrian Monk yesterday, he is being timid for the rest of the series. But in one episode, he believes that he is Frankie DePalma and he act as if he is. He believe he is Frankie, so he is.

What I'm saying is that, we may not have it. We might not be tall, we might not be handsome and we might not be thin. But when we believe that we are, even the mirrors can't help us. We choose what we want to see. Trust me, I am self obsessed that every time I see a mirror I would stop to see what's wrong with my image. Being me, I always see that I'm not even close to the guys in The O.C or 90210 or Gossip Girls. But then when I believe that I am, even Brad Pitt don't look as good as me.

Like I said, the very basis of life is faith. What brought the world in it's track today is the cause of a few people, having faith in something, believing that they might change the world, restructure the inevitable future. However you say it, tomorrow will come. So have faith, we're going to make it.

Pemimpin Pembela Nasib Rakyat

Al-Marhum Sultan Iskandar Ibni Al-Marhum Sultan Ismail

1932 - 2010

Dark clouds are rising above the land of Johor as it's ruler, Sultan Iskandar Ibni Al-Marhum Sultan Ismail passed away around 7.08pm today. How sad it is, a man who is so dedicated to his people and kingdom had to go in time where his people is so much in need of a great ruler. His passing will surely be felt not only by his friends and families, but the whole nation itself. My prayers for him. May God bless His Royal Highness' soul. Al-Fatihah.

My Time There

Good day. I was requested so many times by my friends to post the pictures that I took during my time at Mecca and Medina. I'm sorry that it took me so long to do that as the pictures are actually not with me before. But, here it is now. He3 cool kan? I still miss Mecca.

The Quiet Scares Me Coz It Screams The Truth

Greetings and Happy New Year. The year of 2009 has been a rocky one for me. Many had happened that changed my perspective towards life. What resulted in todays phenomena actually is not an easy process, but rather a complicated one. How is it that you reverse years of work within months? I can say that loads of efforts are needed. Even if you're the President of United States.

The worst of economic recession since the Great Depression which dragged from the year before shook the world in terror as people are losing money like flowing water. As if it is not bad enough, a new pandemic has emerged, given the name Swine Flu and later H1N1 killing approximately 12,000 people took the world by surprise.

Adding to the death toll, this year has seen I think many death, even at the end of the year. Michael Jackson's, the famous of them all, almost took the internet with him when servers crashed as millions went online to read about it. In Malaysia, Yasmin Ahmad and Ustaz Asri went away, leaving the entertainment industry mourning. Around the world, Roy E Disney, Samak Sundaravej, Bea Arthur, Abdurrahman Wahid, and Brittany Murphy closed their chapter.

The appointment of new leaders however brought new hope to the world that they would give us a better place to live in. Barrack Husssein Obama sworn in as the US President this year, promising new beginning for Uncle Sam amidst the global financial problem and mess involving the Iraq War. Back home, Najib Razak became the fifth Prime Minister of Malaysia, together with him a responsibility of bringing back the trust of Malaysians towards the ruling coalition, Barisan Nasional.

However 2009 had serve us, I hope that 2010 is better. But that is all there is. Hope. My wish to all, have a happy new year, and my prayers that this year brings together good news. Have a good life.

A Warm Welcome, A Chilly News

Greetings. It's been quite a month. I've been away for only 40 days and it seems that things are changing rather rapidly here. Few of my friends are already going for their degree in Shah Alam, and though I'm disheartened by the fact that I may not be seeing them as often as before, they had made their choice. I am currently not in the mood to write more. So I'd save my stories for later days.

For those who wished for my birthday, I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Hye There!

Assalamualaikum and greetings from the Holy Land.

I know that it has been a while since I last wrote here. So there's a lot of things that I would like to share with you. But not now you see. On Thursday I'm leaving for Madinah. So things are going to get busy. I'm fine if anybody's asking. The weather here is quite abnormal. Rain has been falling three times here. Considering that the temperature here is an average of 30 to 40 degrees, rainfall is not normal. Maybe that's what they should be talking about at the Climate SOS talk in Copenhagen.

Okay2, I'm stopping here. InsyaAllah on the 27th I'll be back in Malaysia. Till then, do have a safe and calm life.

Sufee Yusli,

Makkah Al Mukarramah.

No Title I Guess

Good morning. Ah yes, it is morning. 2.40 in the morning to be exact. He3 In how many hours I'll be heading to Banting and that's it I guess. On the 17th, I'm off to Jeddah. Actually, I have nothing to say. These past few days has been very good for me. For the first time in almost two years, I'm very happy. Thank you to awak! He3 Awak jangan nakal2 okeh.. I'll be back on my birthday, so do wait for my arrival. He3 Alor, bukan jauh sangat oun nak pergi.. But of all my trips, this has been the most emotional one.

To my friends who are going to sit for their SPM this year, my wish of luck to all of you. Dear friends, you're going through the most important papers of your life. Do your best, and my prayers are with you always. To Ili Haya who's going to be here in Malaysia middle of December, wait for me, we'll meet okay before you go back to the States. To Lee Hong and Shawn Tan, I'm sorry if we don't have the chance to meet before you're going to Aussie, but know this. You're the coolest a guy can have. ;)

Thanks to all well wishers. God bless you all.

Untuk awak, jaga diri elok2. Jangan merempit okeh. Ha3 tengokkan result saya. ;D